Boxing Day!

Today is Boxing Day, 26th December, a day after Christmas. Singapore does not celebrate this day, don’t we? I guess it’s only celebrated in other countries. Working people still has to go to work. It’s like any ordinary day over here.

I was at Orchard Road during Christmas with Maoists. The whole place was packed and on several occasions, we are being stuck in the crowd like sandwiches. Neither can we move forward nor backwards. Police were everywhere and I should say that they did a very good job controlling the huge crowd and the heavy traffic at the same time.

Due to the negative outcomes of the sprays (foams) last year, I believe it is banned from these countdowns. Somehow, people managed to sell it and definitely, there be some buyers as well. When the clock struck 12, the crowd seemed to have gone crazy. Spraying of foams were everywhere. I didn’t have any kind of protection and I was one of the many victims as well.

Those foams were smelly and it costs the whole road wet and slippery. Somehow, I don’t see the fun of spraying such stuff at one another. Once the foams hit your eyes, it’s gonna hurt. The whole street were dirty and at that moment, I was thinking of where to find a nice seat.

There were quite a number of foreign workers over there as well. They were mostly being targeted to be spray at. They seemed to be enjoying the fun as well. However, I do pity them in a way. They were being aimed at every time they walked past a street and they were normally outnumbered. I could imagine the amount of foam on their faces and bodies. Yucks!

We managed to settle down and got some drinks. Went on to watch a midnight movie at around 2.30am. I have forgotten when is my last time watching such a late movie, but I do know that I was rather tired upon going into the cinema. The show was I Am Legend.

Starring Will Smith, this show has a great storyline. It’s exciting at some scenes and it made me curious throughout the show. As usual, Smith didn’t disappoint with his acting skills. The sound effects and graphics were great. I couldn’t imagine what if the world really become this way? Will we able to survive?

Christmas is over and the year is coming to the end. It is also telling me that my holidays are numbered too. Looks like I have to treasure this few days even more.

Enjoy the last few days of 2007!

Cheers!

Christmas? New Year?

It’s been more than a week in which I’ve last blogged. Trying my best to make full use of the the holidays as I know the next one will be quite far away later. Oh man, I’m stuck. Don’t know what to carry on. Off to brush teeth, it’s 1 am.

2 minutes later..

Alright, I’m back. Oh yes, the time of the year comes again. Christmas and New Year is approaching really fast. It’s the period of the year in which I believe many people are looking forward to. Celebrating, gifts exchange and holidays are just some of the things you are thinking of during this festive season. However, sadly for me, I don’t feel the festive mood this year. It seems so normal and it’s like nothing special to me. Shouldn’t I be looking forward to Christmas, going out with friends for countdowns? Somehow, I’m not. There’s not any anticipation or something.

Still, during these weeks, I spent much of my time with family and friends. Meet ups, lunches or dinners are definitely nice. Watching movies is one of the activities I did as well. The Golden Compass is great. Watched it with my family at Vivo City the other day.

An interesting story with great animations effects as well. The polar bears seems so real and the storyline aren’t that bad. I enjoyed myself during the show and was fascinated by the actions and characters in it. Oh yes, there’s a part 2 coming up.

The other movie I watched was the National Treasure Book of Secrets, with Caroline Mam that day. I believe it’s the second movie they have produced under the name National Treasure. This time, it’s a book of secrets.

Starring Nicholas Cage, it’s also another movie which I didn’t take my eyes off. Exciting and the storyline is great. The way they searched for every clue and hunting down the treasure is a process which we don’t see it in everyday life. One wishes for glory, the other wishes for innocence. Catch it if you can,

As my Creative ZenMicro Mp3 is spoiled, I’ve been searching for a new music player. I can’t live without music. And I bought a IPOD Classic to replace it. It’s a beauty. This mp4 player is really nice and I’m loving every moment using it. Watching movies and MTVs aren’t a problem with this.

Yes, this is the one.

It’s pretty, don’t you think?

I know I’m a fortunate boy to have such things. I will treasure. Thanks Dad & Mom!

Was back at grandma’s place yesterday. Celebrated some sort of new year which I’m not very sure about. Nevertheless, the whole family had a great dinner.

Just look at this..

I was so full after that. It’s nice to see everyone sitting down together as a whole family, enjoying the delicious dinner. Thought it’s squeezy, but I don’t think anyone mind at all. I was perspiring all over, but I didn’t care much.

A very tough and busy month coming up. I know I can’t escape. I’m going to face it real hard and look forward to February, my favourite month.

Merry Christmas!

Smiles!

Take care guys!

Cheers,

It’s Painful But..

This post is mainly for Maoists FC. A football team which I’ve formed when I was in secondary 1 with a group of wonderful friends. A team which I love and put so much efforts in it. Playing football is always my greatest dream of mine and I was fortunate to be able to do it with Maoists.

Over the years, Maoists has developed so much that today, the team has around 20 plus players. I’m a proud boy (not a man yet. ) today that Maoists is still standing strong throughout these years and I strongly believe that it’s going to continue. All these years, there’s ups and downs which we all been into it together. Those memorable wins and painful losses, till today, I remembered.

Being Captain for Maoists is one of the proudest things ever happened to me. The players are great and they respected me as a Captain. I truly appreciate that. Thanks guys. However, being a leader is never easy. As always, leading a team with so many guys with different mindsets is very challenging. To be frank with you guys, organising and comprising the team is something which I’m willing to do for the team. No doubt about that. Going down to Queensway every week just to order and carry the jerseys back, I’m more than willing to do it, because I’m the captain of Maoists. It’s my responsibility.

Having said that, sadly so, I felt taken for granted for many occasions. Collecting money for jerseys are a painful process. Some of you might be aware of it. I felt like a loan shark, chasing for money all night long. Why can’t everyone just pay me without me chasing? For that, I don’t understand. Secondly, attendance of trainings. When trainings are organised, I’m very disappointed by the number of people. Of course, if there’s something important, I can understand. However, going MIA is definitely something I can’t accept.

Everyday, I always think of the best of Maoists. How can I improve the team, how can I bond the team. I tried my best to try out all methods. However, somehow, I don’t feel appreciated. When trainings are organised, some complained it’s boring and prefer matches. I organised matches, some complained the distance etc. When matches are without ref, I try to arrange for it, some complained that the fee is too high. I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I’m helpless for that. All I can say is I’ve really done my very best for the team.

I’m a poly student and I have my studies to take care of. There are somethings which I’ve already sacrificed for Maoists and that cost a lot of my time. I wouldn’t mind to spend the time if I’m being appreciated, and not taken for granted. All I wanted is just positive attitude and commitment from you guys. My definition of commitment is to try your best in whatever Maoists is doing. Sadly, I don’t see it from all the guys in the team.

I may have complained too much or I’ve asked for too much. But sadly, that’s my set of rules and mentality I would like to have in the team. Maybe you guys have other commitments which I understand totally. However, somehow, I hate to say this, I’m tired of being the Captain. I wouldn’t mind being the Captain, sacrificing the time and effort for you guys if the team shows me that Maoists is worth for it. Unfortunately, I don’t feel it from you guys.

I’m proud to be leading you guys over these years. Maybe I’m not a good captain after all. Maybe it’s time for a change. However, I guess it’s time to step down as Captain. I will still remain as a Maoists player. I will not quit.

Sorry guys. I’ve decided. Syazwan would be the new Captain of the team and I believe in him. I do hope that you guys will treat him and give him the respect like what you guys have given me.

Last but not least, thank you for giving me a win for my last match being the Maoists Captain. I will remember this match. 7-4.

Thank you,
Cheers,

It’s Time to Persevere..

As we are approaching the end of the year, the workload in school is getting heavier. Full of tests, projects. Deadlines to meet are so close to each other, it’s as though everyday we have a task to complete. Over the last few weeks, I’ve been studying the tests and complete 2 major projects. Fortunately, my group was able to finish it on time.

It’s not easy as projects are getting more and more difficult these days. It’s not as simple as what I did in Year 1. It’s definitely challenging from my personal point of view and probably to my group mates as well. Somehow, it requires lots of determination and mental strength. There are many occasions whereby I just feel like giving up and just “what the heck”. Luckily, I was able to remove that lazy thought and perserved on.

There are many more projects to go. 5 more? I think so. It would be testing my patience and other aspects of my mind. It’s not going to be easy, I’m going to face it hard.

Nevetheless, holidays are finally here. 2 weeks break is definitely better than none. I’ve been looking forward to this break whereby I can recharge my batteries and start planning for the new year. January and February are the busy months for me. Exams and attachments are to be in front of you before you know it. Although the 2 weeks of break would be mainly spend on completing the projects on hand, I still would like to enjoy it as much as I can. Christmas Season and New Year day are the days which I enjoyed the last few years. Hopefully, this year would be likewise.

There are many things on hand which I’ve been thinking for quite some time. Whether to give up and move on from what it is now. It’s confusing as you wouldn’t know whether you can just let it go after so many years of committment and hard work. One can be promising while the other is disappointing. Guess I just have to take a step at a time and shall see how things goes.

There are several nice movies showing these few weeks. Despite to the tight and busy schedule, I managed to watch Enchanted that day with Mao. It’s not a bad show, which I believe the kids would love it.

Amy Adams is quite a good actress from the show and I’m impressed by her singing. I didn’t know her voice was so good before the show. The animations in the shows are really indulging and real. Not a bad choice to watch when you just wish to smile and relax in the movie cinema which I wanted to that day.

It’s Saturday today and finally, there’s one day I do not need to wake up so early. I was able to surf the net and blog at my own space and speed. I have a football match later on in the evening. I do hope to win and score. It’s been a long time since I’ve scored for Maoists.

Oh yes, before I forgot. Felicia Chin was at my school the other day and my group of friends managed to get a photo taken with her before she left. I was rushing for lecture before I was stopped by the rest, asking me to the group photo with her. Hahaha, I didn’t hesitate to stop.

She’s darn gorgeous!

Music Video of the Day..
So Close by Jon Mclaughlin – One of the soundtracks of Enchanted.

Nice song. Enjoy!

Cheers,

Cool & Heat..

As one always says, hot air rises, cold air sinks. I have no idea why I just mentioned that, I guess it’s just a random comment.

Sometimes, it’s essential to be keep your cool in heated situations. Mainly because when one is angry, he/she tends to do some irrational actions, which eventually would led to regret for most of the cases.

Recently, I do not know why, my patience and “coolness” are being tested, to the limit for some. Fortunately, I didn’t fail as I was able to endure the “heatness” in my mind and body. Now I’m thinking back, I’m glad that I remained calm.

Having said that, many a times, I compressed my feelings in me and the “heatness” would then be generated. Frustrated with myself, feeling incredibly low. Feeling restless, and the “sianess” is everywhere. Physically and mentally. That’s exactly how I’m feeling right now.

It’s a bad attitude and mentality. I know. No doubt. At such a crucial period, I should be energetic and looking forward in overcoming these obstacles. Sadly and unfortunately, I ain’t feeling that way nor do I have that spirit in me. It’s crap, totally wrong to be in this state.

I just hope I will not affect the rest with my negatives.

Louis, it’s time for breakfast.

Music Video of the day..

Baby Love by Nicole Scherzinger

Cheers.

It’s No Excuses..

The weekend was like a football camp to me. Played football both on Saturday and Sunday and I’m dead tired. Sadly, both days didn’t go my way.

Had a 7 a side tournament in school on Saturday. Many teams were participating as well and my team was raring to go. We woke up super early as our match was one of the first few to be played. The field size is half the normal football pitch and with 7 players on each side, it’s actually very big.

The first match went pretty well for us. We took control of the ball and played the usual style of ours. Kept possession and within minutes, we scored the first goal. I was playing in the 3 man midfield and to be very honest, I was panting hard during the game. Nevertheless, the final score for our first game was 4-0 with 2 assists under my belt.

It’s a knockout system and we advanced to the next round. The second round was a walkover for us as the opposition team was not around. Due to the walkover, we had a break which lasted more than 2 hours. It’s kind of stupid to be waiting for a 10 minutes game for more than 2 hours. Still, the 3rd round was a tough one. If we’ve won, we would have proceeded to the quarter final.

3rd round opponents were around the same standard as us, however, they were much more aggressive than us. 50-50 balls were mainly won by them. We didn’t raise our own game, instead controlled by them. Eventually, they scored their first goal. A fluke lopping header was good enough to leave us flatten. They scored the second late in the game to finish us off.

Disappointed. Speechless. I know we didn’t play well and don’t deserve to win. But I don’t really think our opponents deserved to win as well. It’s part of football. It’s the experience that counts. I didn’t play particularly well which I’m most frustrated about. I’m proud of my mates. Everyone of them worked hard and gave everything. It’s okay, there’s always next time where we can play together and score some nice goals.

Sunday’s game was an away game for Maoists. We traveled early in the morning towards Tampines, which the second the morning for me. I slept quite well and was looking forward to this game. We reached the field at about one hour of bus rides.

Not a bad field to be in and the team was warming up as we waited the opponents to get ready. The game started pretty tight. Both teams were cautious and for half an hour, no goals were conceded. We broke the deadlock first after a blunder by their goalkeeper. A ‘TAIBI’ mistake.

We conceded soon after due to another goalkeeper blunder. This time, it’s our side. I was playing at right back for the team, which is not my position. I’ve played there before though. I was poor in the game, mis-passes, slow in almost everything. I was struggling with pace and without any doubt, it’s one of my poorest game for Maoists.

They scored right after the break, but we managed to equalised from a penalty. I do not know how, they managed to take the lead again. A deflected ball ended up in our goal. We had a great chance at the end when one of the wingers hit the cross bar. I had my hands on my head, mouth wide open. I guess we lack of luck and we paid too much for missing so many chances in the game.

Disappointed the second time. Speechless on the second day. This time round, the team played pretty well. (Not for me) It’s a day to reflect and learn from it.

Lost 2 matches in just the span of 2 days. Was the injured shin the reason for my poor performance? Or I was too tired after Saturday? I do not know. All I know is that it’s no excuses for it.

December is here. We are ending 2007 very soon. 2 weeks more before I have my Christmas break. It’s better than nothing though. Work hard for the tests and just endure through this 2 weeks. No excuses.

Music Video of the day..

The Way I Are by Timbaland

Cheers!