Changes..

Preparation for exams, which is like so near. Scary as it is, everyone have to face it including myself. Throat is somehow itchy, pimples came from nowhere. The same old things come again.

I was back at Grandma’s place yesterday in the evening for dinner and I did help out a little in spring cleaning. Grandfather is already in his 80s and he’s still so fit as a fiddle. Was all over the house clearing stuff, carrying heavy items. Observing the things he does and conversations between him and Grandma. Funny as they can be, they are still so loving. It’s pleasing to see both of them still caring for each other.

I could see that Grandma loves Grandfather very much I can’t imagine what happens if the worst happens. As I grow older, that’s no doubt they are as well. Memory failing but I’m glad they still remember everyone.

People do say that the only constant in this world is change. The world is changing everyday and that includes people around me. People come and go. But sometimes, I just wish there are somethings which just don’t change. I know it’s not within my control.

I guess somethings aren’t like before anymore.

Cheers!

Projects Down, Big One Coming..

Projects are down for now, one more small test coming up which would make a difference in grades. Exams are really coming up soon and just a quick update with pictures coming up..

Supply Chain Group Mates
Well done guys!

Signs for our Land Transportation Presentation

International Cross Cultural Presentation
Awesome Groupmates

Was back in Adss on Friday. Last training for me as I would be busy with exams and attachment after that. Took several photos with them.

Sec 4 Squad

Some of the Sec 3s

Jasma and Khairul

Last but not least,
my lovable Sec 2 Squad

Take care, and don’t be naughty people!

Oh yes, I met up with my Primary School mates recently. Yes, Primary school classmates. It’s nice to see them again and we had some quality conversations, updating one another’s life etc. Nice and fun to meet up and hope to have another pretty soon.

Had a football game in the morning and unfortunately, we lost. Have been disappointed with my performance on the pitch lately. Just don’t understand what happened. Nevertheless, shall look forward for the next game and hope I can break my drought.

It’s time for the books. Jiayou everyone!

Cheers!

You Are The Ones..

This picture was taken last Saturday when I was back in Adss for training. These guys are my heart and soul, and no matter how naughty they can be, I will not quit on them. They may not be the best cadets nor the highly skilled ones around, however in my heart, they are the ones who make me love what I’m doing now and telling me what I’m spending my efforts and time on is worth it all.

My time as a CI will be ending in a year’s time and I will definitely miss all of them. Due to my tight timetable this year, I may not be able to see them as often. Still, I do hope they will remember me as the Louis Sir who has always been there for them.

Some people asked me why am I doing all these. Somehow, I do not know how to answer it. All I know is I enjoyed every single moment of what I’m doing for them and never regret for choosing this path.

Be good and do me proud okay?

Cheers!

Here It Goes Again..

A setback just came right to me today.

I’ll be lying if I say I’m okay.

Part of life, or I should say that’s payback time.

Look forward and walk on..

Cheers,

Study Break..

Holidays are over, honey mood is gone, it’s saying goodbye to fun. I’m listening to “Hot” on my iTunes. “The Way I Are” is next. Projects deadlines are closer as I approached the second week of January. There are officially 2 down and 3 more to go. There are also 2 tests coming up so fast and I wonder where do I have the time to practice and study for it where there are so many incomplete projects.

“EXCUSES! LOUIS!” It’s time to wake up. There isn’t much time left. I saw my ICT (a module I studied) marks. I was pretty worried upon seeing the calculations. I estimated on how marks I could possibly get for the rest of the tests and my face was kind of disappointed. It somehow struck me a little and I know I don’t have much time anymore. I don’t wish to see other modules to be like this as well.

What’s done is undone. I have to look forward and save what it’s still in my hands. The worst thing can happen is everything fails and crushes in my hands. There are some setbacks faced today and I almost blew off. Fortunately, I managed to keep my cool and look on the positives. Sometimes, with a head full of anger and frustration, things won’t work out at the end.

Exhaustion comes into play. Competition joins in as well. But out of all, family and friends are most important. Family has been supportive and never fails to meet my demands which I know sometimes shouldn’t be the case. Friends are superb, always helping me when I needed them and it’s something I know I can’t take granted for. It’s pleasing to see that friends sharing the same opinions and views at times and I’m a fortunate and lucky boy to know all these people. Thank you very much. You know who you are.

It’s time to start planning. Less time on computer and football. It’s going to be hard. But I still have to do it. Therefore, I shall take a break from blogging as well. Maybe when I’m tired or feel like expressing, I will be back at the computer to type some words. Hopefully to be back at February. Thanks for understanding.

Alrights. Clock’s going to strike 12.

Take care guys. Keep commenting, appreciate it.

Cheers!

New Year 2008!

Before I forgot, Home of Dreams is a year old. It started a year ago in which I really started blogging under WordPress. Time flies, don’t they? I was just started to lay my fingers typing my first entry and now, I wonder which entry this is now. Still, Happy Birthday!

Yes, I’m late. It’s already almost 2 days after New Year. As usual, a new year, a new beginning. However, I believe some things aren’t going to change. As again, it’s going to be a tough year. Approaching third year of my polytechnic and after that, it’s time to serve the country.

Back to school, it’s a killer month. As I mentioned from previous posts, January would be a difficult period and I was not wrong. Back in school today after the holidays, and I was feeling tired back home. Probably the body needs some time to adapt back to school life. Projects deadlines are coming right up to my neck and I would be lying if I say I’m not worried. Face it boy, tackle it hard like Steven Gerrard always does.

Has been thinking quite a lot these few days and the last day of 2007. Somehow, I admit, my thinkings do change as I grow up, which I also believe would continue to change as well. Secondary school days are definitely over and what I’m left are memories. During train rides, with music in my ears, I would indulge in deep thoughts and gradually wander into a different world. I believe many of us do that too. Even during my showers, reflection accompanied me.

I guess that is pretty normal. Massive changes around, many tasks to be accomplished.

I’m stuck at this moment, don’t know how to continue the entry.

Darn!

Cheers.